austin_tycho | (no subject)

Ugh. I'm still fighting this cold. I hate how closely my emotions can be tied to my physical state sometimes... for a number of reasons, I feel like everyone is angry with me today. I posted a very long and possibly controversial post on a list I'm on 2 days ago, and there has been pretty much no response to it. I suspect some people might have exploded over it (though I was trying really hard to avoid that) and not hearing anything is making me really nervous. I'm also trying to arrange things for a ritual tomorrow night, and people seem to be having problems with how things are getting set up. Then I got a couple of less than stellar feedbacks at work. I don't usually let this sort of stuff bring me down, but I'm feeling really sensitive about it all now and want to just wear a big sign that says "I'm sorry for whatever it is, I'm doing the best I can." Which sounds a lot wussier than how I usually am, which would be more along the lines of "Hey, this is what you're getting, if you don't like it you can stuff it." I'm blaming the cold. Stupid cold. Anyone who feels like telling me what a terrific person I am, I'm all ears. Anyone who wants to complain, can it wait a little while, please? Thanks. :P