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May. 29th, 2005 10:05 amDo you ever wake up feeling like you had some very deep conversations with either some god or some deep part of your psyche, and some very important or at the very least interesting things were said, but you can't remember 'em?
It sounds frustrating, and on some level it is. But at the same time, my conscious mind is sometimes like a 5 year old. You give it something important, and it'll throw it over a bridge into the river to see if it floats. Or hit it with a hammer to see what's inside (hey, I remember that poor innocent golf ball). So while part of me's frustrated, part of me is willing to trust that my subconscious is keeping it safe until it's robust enough to be given to my conscious mind.
It sounds frustrating, and on some level it is. But at the same time, my conscious mind is sometimes like a 5 year old. You give it something important, and it'll throw it over a bridge into the river to see if it floats. Or hit it with a hammer to see what's inside (hey, I remember that poor innocent golf ball). So while part of me's frustrated, part of me is willing to trust that my subconscious is keeping it safe until it's robust enough to be given to my conscious mind.